lost
i have thought of so many posts to write and things to say in the last 24 hours
and they were good
some were poignant
some were amusing
all of them are lost wandering in a hall of mirrors in my head
meds in our heads
today T2 and i took a day off what has the world come to when a rest day is the day you don't take drugs the ritalin certainly does help create a lazer-like mental focus and presence accompanied by a strange calm but i find it quite exhausting - the retreat into the fuzzy gentle chaos of my head was a welcome reprieve T2 wanted to be able to go out tonight without the inevitable post-meds crash i sent a request for feedback to her teachers - it was a unanimous response that my child seemed less aggressive, less frustrated and in one case even cracked a smile T1 went to see her psychiatrist on... hmmm... a day that wasn't today... she has chosen not to take any medication and has asked me to not inform anyone of her dual diagnosis - if she wants them to know she will tell them (stupid effin' boundaries) Photo by Roberto Salinas on Unsplash
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